Deep Down From My Heart

Firsttime in my life

2010-04-19T12:56:00.002+08:00

Finally i got time to update my blog
was really really busy
just finished my exam
i was very sad when i got my maths paper result
when i looked at my marks
a sad face started to hang at my face
it was my 1st time in my entire life
that i got such a low mark
in my MATHS paper~~
i hope that this wont happened again
especially during SPM

我快撑不下去～

2010-03-10T18:15:00.003+08:00

第三天了～
我跟他的关系还是很暗淡
他跟我沟通的方式也开始不同了
我尝试跟他建立彼此的感情
可是她依然对我还是冷淡
我越想跟他和好我越感受到伤害
他就像一杯苦涩的咖啡
想喝可是越喝越苦
尝试去加糖可是还是没用
只怕最后只会被苦死
可是我又不想失去这杯咖啡
我到底该怎样才可以挽回这份感情呢？
我也希望我觉得他对我的看法
都不是真的
我好怀念我们曾经拥有过的那段美好的感情～～

我是否有做错什么

2010-02-28T19:02:00.002+08:00

最近我觉得我跟她的关系越来越疏远
我们彼此的对话和sms也越来越少了
是我做错什么吗？
是我想太多了？
还是你最近比较累？
我希望能尽快
决绝掉这个烦恼～～

Out with Friends during CNY

2010-02-20T19:50:00.010+08:00

On Wednesday went to Mid Valley with Jasper and Chin Ka Wai

Michelle suppose to come along but she watched movie instead
because she booked the movie tickets already
so in the end the '3 Musketeers' decided to go Red Box><
SORRY SORRY><
It was quite boring at 1st bcos sing K
the more people the merrier but in the end we had a great time

Afterthat i met up with Sheng Zhe n we went shopping for presents
for my both meimei><
We bought a Minnie Mouse doll for pingping
At the same time i bought a "BlackBox" for tingting
This "BlackBox" cost me alot of money
n this is the 1st time i spended so much on a present
so meimei must cherish it well o^^

After finish shopping, Sheng Zhe belanja me Starbucks
So i ordered a Dark Mocha Frappucino

Before the '3 Musketeers' ended their 'quest'
we decided to watch a movie but it was fully booked==
in the end we went to play bowling instead
Jasper didnt play because he didnt wear socks
so only me and Chin we played 2gether and in the end i won haha

At School's Computer Lab

2010-02-06T08:32:00.003+08:00

Goin On9 now with my school's computer lab...
Didnt expect our school's computer lab has upgraded...
At least now can go to Facebook compare to last time><

Lately ive been very busy with my life

i cant hardly catch a breath

everyday tuition tuition tuition

i cant even find time to do my revision

my guitar practise time had also getting shorter n shorter

and two more days is my exam

and i havent even prepare 4 it

School sports day is around the corner

and i am taking part in the 800m race

Man~~thats a long race

i had been training lately

and everytime i reached 400m s

i started to get tired

i hope that during the Sports day,

i wont pass out n faint><

Stromtroopers doing Gee

2010-01-23T11:33:00.000+08:00

If I Do, I will Understand

2010-01-21T18:48:00.002+08:00

If I just only listen, I may forget

If I just only see, I may remember

If I Do, I will UNDERSTAND~~~

My New Guitar

2010-01-18T19:14:00.002+08:00

Yeah~~
Finally i owned a guitar with a pick up
Bought it yesterday after church
at a music shop same row with Omega Tuition Centre
I hope that with this new guitar i can
server God even better
with better music^^

I Just Haven't Met You Yet

2010-01-15T18:25:00.003+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

I'm Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
I've Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stop Keeping Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
And Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Know Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Mmmmm ....

I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Timing
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Mmmmm ......

And Somehow I Know That It Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It Right
And We'll Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Mmmm .....

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out
And I'll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get Than I Get

Oh You Know It'll All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Love Love Love .....

Im so frustrated

2010-01-08T20:25:00.001+08:00

Im so frustrated n tired now!!~~~

Hello Mr.Year2010 Byebye Mr.Year2009

2010-01-01T17:39:00.009+08:00

Finally year 2009 had gone n year 2010 had come
Many things happened throughout year 2009
In year 2009 i had to moved out from my comfort zone which is KL
And moved to a unfamiliar environment which is JB
I had to leave my friends n ministry in KL
But thank God he had been with me through ups and downs
I met alot of new people n made alot of friends
God also open back alot of doors in my current church ministry
And i was used to the new environment immediately
If im not a christian i think im already 'dead' here><>

Relationship with God will be more closer and will spent more time in His Words
Will be well prepared in my SPM and will score good grades
Relationship with family members will be better
Will be more committed in serving God and guitar skills will improve gradually
Bring at least 1 or 2 friends into christianity
Will spend my time wisely and not just let the time flies by like that
(still considering><)

In the end i would like to say byebye to Mr.Year2009 and hello to Mr.Year2010
I hope that Mr.Year2010 would be way much better than Mr.Year2009><>

Never met a girl like this in my entire life><

2009-12-31T12:25:00.005+08:00

Yesterday went to city square 2gether wif
my bro,girlgirl,sarah,'aunty' lei ting n alan
we wanted to watch ALVIN N THE CHIPMUNKS 2
the cinema was freaking crowded when i was collecting the tickets
afterthat we discussed n decided to go SEASONS n have our lunch
while we were looking at menu to order food
Girlgirl said she don wan to eat here
so i brought her n alan to other place while leaving the others there
at first we went to a shop selling rice burger cos she like to eat rice
then she say don wan
so went to other shops
we went up n down after half an hour she decided to eat at
Kim Gary ==
we sat down n start ordering food
me n alan ordered except for our 'PRINCESS'
she flip through the menu over n over again
n still couldnt decide wat to eat
she say she was looking a dish
must got rice,no eggs,got vegetables n fish
but the prob is most of the dish sure got egg
so we keep recommend her diff types of food
but she keep pointing to the this picture ==
so we decided to order a BOWL OF WHITE RICE
n a plate of 6 fish fillets for her ==
the food came n we start digging in
me n alan finished our share
guess wat
our 'PRINCESS' finished her rice n 2pieces of fish fillets ONLY
so she left the other 4pieces n we paid the bills
besides this while we were using the escalators
when we reached the end of the escalators
girlgirl will get lost
she always couldnt keep on track wif us 1==
she walk as slow as a turtle

haha after this outing wif frens
i discover alot about girlgirl
n i couldnt believe
i ever met a girl like this in my entire life><
Girlgirl><

Will Fate Bring Us Back Together??

2009-11-27T11:07:00.005+08:00

During these 7 days,
Every seconds, every minutes, every hours,
I was hoping that u will show up,
And everyday whn u appear in the morning,
u will appear with a wet hair,><
Ur sunshine smile always captured me,
I like u when u smile,
N I always keep trying to find a chance to approach u,
But i couldnt,
There was one time my distance with u was very near,
Our distance was only few cm,
At that time my heart was pumping fast,
I had a strange feeling,
Haiz,
I really hope i can meet u again,
N this question keep going through my mind,
"WILL FATE BRING US BACK TOGETHER??"

2012

2009-11-17T11:06:00.009+08:00

Yesterday after school i went jusco wif siew ping...
Sadly it was raining n we miss the bus tat we suppose to sit...
so waited 4 another 1 but it didnt come...
so we decided to take other bus n get down at the Store to switch bus..
so we took a long bus ride n meimei was very tired at that time..
haiz i felt sorry for her, she so tired somemore nid to go out wif me T.T
so i asked her to sleep in the bus..
she tried closing her eyes once awhile but still she couldnt sleep..
so finally we reached jusco, it was still rainning lucky i brought my umbrella along..
so i openned my umbrella n i shaded me n meimei along the way..
while walking, meimei walked very slow n i keep trying to shade her from the rain but i was walking too fast le..
haha so meimei said tat my leg was too long tats why walked faster><..
whn we reached jusco, we went straight to cinema n collect our tickets for the movie 2012..
after collected the tickets, we went to Pizza Hut to have our lunch..
so we ordered a regular pizza n a cup of hot milo(it was very cold at that time><)..
meimei only took a piece of pizza cos she say she very full..
so i had to finish the rest of the pizza on my own T.T after finished the pizza i paid the bill..
i gave the pizza voucher i got from the Star magazine competition..
guess wat, the waiter say i cant use it..
he say i have to show it whn i order the pizza..
walau pek cek lor.. so i paid the bill and we went off..
Is already 3.30pm whn we finished lunch, the movie starts at 3.45, so we went into the cinema..
During the movies, meimei almost slip..
she told me tat whn the excitng part only wake her up...lol..
suddenly whn we watch until half, the screen became pitch black.. THE MOVIE STOPPED!!...wth..
but is also good as i can go for toilet break... haha..
afterthat, the movie continue to play...
After a 3hours, the movie finally ended...
the movie was damn nice n touching..
meimei almost even cried at that time.. haha..
so afterthat we went to the bus stop n head back home..
2day it was a quite a tiring n exciting day.. but i reli pek cek about the pizza...==
i hope i can go out again wif meimei during the holidays as 2day was our 1st time goin out.. but nex time i don go jusco,go City Square...cos take bus more easy..><

Finally im free~~

2009-11-17T10:54:00.002+08:00

Finally i finished my exam.. I have been busy while preparing for this exam.. hope tat my results will be good^^sry ya guys if i didnt update my blog the previous time... after finished exam i will be very busy...so dunno whether will go up to kl n see u guys...2moro i will be flying off to taiwan... december im goin to thailand for mission... but i try to find time to go n look for u guys><

Busy Busy Busy Guy~~~

2009-10-18T15:23:00.003+08:00

haiz....
i reli wish i would have time to update my blog....
but im kinda busy this few weeks...
busy wif exams....
busy wif church ministry and activities...
so after my exam i should have time to update^^
sry guys that long time didnt update T.T
and i decided to change my mind...
im not gonna put my blog as private...
wish me good luck in my exams><

Im Back

2009-09-17T12:44:00.002+08:00

On this coming raya, i will be back to KL 2 see u guys...
i will be there for around 5 days, from sunday to thursday...
i hope i will have time to go out with u guys all in this few days...
hope to see u guys soon!!!^^

Cheer Up!!Dont be sad^^

2009-08-22T13:52:00.006+08:00

Friday was hui ting's bday,
so we went to McDonald and celebrate her bday,
i walked n took bus to McDonald,
when i reached there,
tudi,bday girl,jia ting,kai xin,michelle was already there,
so i chat with tudi while waiting for others,
when more n more ppl came, we decided to change a bigger table,
so we asked the manager whether she allowed us to use the room which is bigger,
but she keep saying we nid to do this n that in order to use it,
but in the end after some discussion she finally allowed us to used it,
so we ordered food n eat,
i ordered a McChicken n i bought a Chocolate Sundae for bday girl,
after eating, her frens gave her presents n took pics,
then we took out the bday cake,
while we were taking group pictures together,
suddenly SHE came,
thn we asked her to take pictures 2gether,
after finish taking pictures,
we sat down n suddenly she burst to tears,
she cried bcos she rushed to the bday party after her work n she not yet even had her dinner,
during her work, she did her best in order to finish her work n attend the bday party,
whn i saw her cried,
my heart had a sad feeling, n i almost cried,
i wanted to buy her porridge n comfort her,
i choosed porridge bcos she say she wan to slim down n tat time she was cold,
but in the end i didnt buy 4 her,
cos i scare she will decline it,
ive been smsing her, asking her" Are we still frens?",
but she didnt reply,
i hope one day she can giv me a sign or answer,
after the party, i went home n wanted to sleep,
but the whole night i couldnt sleep,
i dunno why i keep thinking about the image of her crying n sobbing,
i keep trying to close my eyes n sleep but the image keep pop out from my mind,
i hope that u will not be sad again,
everyone has their own obstacles in life,
but i noe tat u a strong girl,
u definately can overcome it,
JYJY^^!!!

Because Im too Stupid

2009-08-19T13:20:00.002+08:00

Because Im too stupid

You, who is looking at someone else

You probably dont know how I feel

Me, who is only looking at you

Again and again the tears fall

I am happy even seeing your back

Although you still dont know my heart

In the end, you pass by me like the wind

Alone again crying for you

Alone again missing for you

Me, who is only looking at you

Im making memories myself

I think love is like a beautiful scar

Although I see your pretty smile

I cant laugh with you

The day when I keep thinking about you

The day when my heart is so cold and sad.

✖我有资格吗？✖

2009-08-05T13:16:00.002+08:00

想你，只能默默的拥抱你的背影，

爱你，只能深深的埋藏在我的心底。。。

看着你开心，我的心房就像星光般闪烛，

看着你伤心，我的天空就像乌云般灰暗，

看着你气愤，我的思绪就像烈火般燃烧，

看着你忧郁，我的胸口就像大石板沉重。。。

每当你被欺负时，我好想奋不顾身去救你，

每当你有困难时，我好想尽我全力去帮你，

每当你与别的男生在一起时，心口好似被刺了以刀，我的心好疼，

每当考试你的成绩比我好时，尊严好似被割了下来，我配不上你。。。

每当想讨好你的心时，却担心不够浪漫，不够诚心，

每当想与你联系感情时，却害怕我做的不好，怕打扰你。。。

你的喜怒哀乐，我想了解~~~你的酸甜苦辣，我想分享。。。

你的一点一滴。我想明白~~~你的一切一切，我想拥有。。。

想让你开心，想做你男人，

想让你欢乐，想做你天使，

想让你幸福，想做你骑士。。。

真的好想好想告诉你我的感受，

因为我不愿意在原地永远只和你做朋友。。。

一次，就一次，我真心祈求上天让我保护你，

让我拥有你，让我拥抱你，让我~~~好好爱你。。。

总觉得自己好胆小，不敢向你示爱，

总觉得自己好没用，不能为你付出，

总觉得自己好窝囊，什么~~~也做不到。。。

害怕知道答案，怕你拒绝我，

害怕知道结果，怕你离开我，

害怕知道结局，怕你不要我。。。

即使渴望你的眼，即使渴望你的唇，

即使渴望着你的心，即使渴望着你的人，

我还是无法对你说~~~我~~~真的好爱你。。。

因为我知道~~~我没资格去爱。。。

BLOOD: The Last Vampire

2009-06-14T16:53:00.000+08:00

after the camp, my dad took me to jusco tebrau city and see BLOOD:The Last Vampire....i was expecting to be nice to see...but in the end it was not nice...so disappointed....i tot it would be as nice as the animation one...when SAYA killed every blood suckers...the blood tat came out was DAMN FAKE!!!!and the ending SUCKS too...ONIGEN died to fast...the fighting part of SAYA and ONIGEN was too short...haiz...should not see this movie...

FGC's ENTHEOS Camp

2009-06-14T16:35:00.001+08:00

i went to this camp for 4 days and 3 nights....went there at wednesday and came back at saturday....the camp was awesome!!!...and i reli felt the presence of GOD during the camp...i learnned many things over there from the camp speaker Pastor JAMES....he was hilarious and his sermon was meaningful...his sermon reli touched my heart..... the camp also had two workshops...the first workshop is"FGC's GOT TALENT"....we were grouped and was given a drama title for us to act out...my group was given "INFERNAL AFFAIRS"....the other groups were "DA CHANG JIN","THE SECRET","BOYS OVER FLOWERS","THE INCREDIBLES","CAST AWAY"and"HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL"...we were suppose to think a 8minutes drama...and we finally did it....our group got 2nd place^^....at the 2nd workshop, we were seperated into boy and girl group....and we were praying and soaking wif the presence of GOD for 2 and a half hours...and it was GREAT!!!....during night times, we had fellowships wif our own cell group members...we chat,eat and ply together in hotel rooms^^....after this camp, i think i changed alot...and i hope i can stay in the presence of GOD everyday....cos when i was soaking in the presence of GOD, i was very happy....i also hope tat the nex coming youth camp would be exciting^^

A Memorable Day

2009-06-09T11:58:00.000+08:00

That day i went to jia en's house and finish the final touch out for the magazine cos we need to pass it up by the next day... and we finished it at around 2am!!...so tired...then went back home and sleep..the next morning, i woke up at 5.45am...and i only slept for 3 hours only...so sad... then i get ready and went to school...i went to school so early cos i followed my school's BSMM team to Foon Yew School for the kawat competition...but im not involved,im only just a supporter hehe...and ***** is one of the kawat member^^... the bus came around 6am..we hop into the bus and went to Foon Yew School...Foon Yew School consider as the best school here in Johor Bharu....when we reach there, we went into the school and waited...as we were watiting we took pictures and chit-chatting....after some time, teachers in charged came and assignned us to classrooms and we waited for our turn.. Finally our turn had come, my frens went in and gave in their best...as for me, i was standing aside recording their whole performance^^.... After their performance, we went to the canteen and had our lunch... the canteen there was nice as it was like a small hawker centre... it had many stalls selling food and drinks...and their prices are very cheap... After lunch, we went near the school field and listen to the results of the competition...which would decide which school is going into the finals!!!....As the announcer was announcing the results,everyone is keeping their fingers crossed and hope they will go into the finals..Too bad,in the end our school name was not called...we didnt make it into the finals T.T... but its ok, at least we tried our best ^^...then we stayed back for awhile and watched others compete... At last it was the prize giving ceremony, our school was given a consolation trophy!!...

Afterthat we changed our clothes and went to have our dinner!!we took public bus and went to a steamboat restaurant!!

as we reached there, there is two crazy girls(hui min and hwee wen) ran and skipped all the way to the restaurant...everyone saw them and walked away as if we dunno them xD ...at there, everyone went and took as much food as possible....then we start and cook our dinner^^.... then when everyone is full, the girls when to the stage and sing karaoke...

The "M"ysterious Terminators

as for the boys, we sit in front of the stage and wave our hands as they sing...haha.... afterthat we ate ice cream and took pictures^^
after finish our dinner, we went home to our respective homes....tat day it was a BLAST!!!...cos i never had this kind of CRAZY and HIGH gathering wif my frens!!...i hope tat i can do this again wif my frens....^^

Busy busy

2009-06-03T18:56:00.000+08:00

today went to play badminton and futsal wif frens...guess wat i was hit by a ball on my head...T.T it was so hard is like someone jus punched me...my head was pain until whn i open my mouth it hurts...T.T in the afternoon i went MCD wif my team(jia en,yen hui,jia yi) to do the magazine...i went there with empty hands and kena scold by my teammates...T.T at there i order my lunch and eat...i was eating and looking at my teammates doing the magazines....hehe... then they scold me again :" FASTER DO LA!!! if u don do we couldnt pass up the magazine!!!" i was sad and down because i suppose to write a 1000 words ARTICLE!!!.... i quickly had my lunch and start thinking of the magazine...but i couldnt think of anything....T.T maybe because of the head injury i got this morning... so i decided to take home and do... then suki sms me...she ask me whether wan to follow PBSM team to kawat and celebrate with them...so WEIRD!!..i am not one of their member and they ask me to go??...but at that time one of my fren also asked me whether wan go jusco wif them....so now im thinking which one shud i go... haiz...so busy...nid to think of the article and wan to go see they all kawat or jusco.....hope i can make the right decision...^^

Tagged

2009-06-01T12:21:00.000+08:00

Tagged by MICHELLE

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
- face

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
- Haha. Tired and whole body pain. jus back from camp.XD

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
- With PBSM frens at camp

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
- Nope.

5. Will you ever donate blood ?
- No maybe.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
- Yeah. Michelle^^

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
- why should i

8. What does your last text message say ?
- haha.guai bao bao

9. What are you thinking right now ?
- erm...empty

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
- yup.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
- 10pm

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
- from a performance

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
- yes

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
- my jiejieXD

My New Life^^

2009-05-29T14:06:00.000+08:00

Finally i got the chance to write my blog... sry guys if u have been waiting for my latest post...cos im busying wif my new life here in JB...i was sad when i had to leave my frens and went to JB...T.T i miss all my Kl frens!!...just to let u all noe im fine here in JB... the first day of skol in JB was interesting....cos everyone in skol is awaiting the new student from KL(ME)...^^ once i went into skol, straight i got alot of frens le^^ they r all so frenly... im so glad to have them as my frens...this r some of my frens pics...sry guys if i couldnt upload all ur pics cos i only hav some of your pics only..hehe

Suki Chuin Ye

Jie Jie Aaron,suki and wei zhen Hanna Leena

Above is some of my new frens in JB^^ my new skol is good although is quite old... my skol life is quite stress and tiring cos is the best skol in Pasir Gudang...T.T my frens in new skol treat me very well....There is one time Leena kniited a telephone pouch for me....it was consider nice cos it was her 1st time^^....tks alot Leena!!... tomorrow i will be going to my skol camp!!...cant wait to go wif my frens..^^ Ah...before i forgot... i miss u all 2 my KL frens!!!....but too bad i couldnt come down to KL during this holiday....T.T

Happy Day

2009-03-29T16:38:00.000+08:00

Finally, i got the chance to write my blog^^...It was saturday morning, i woke up at 8am cos im suppose to go to school for the Award Ceremony to meet my frens tat moved to other schools.. but went i went out to my room, i saw my father.. he was came back from Johor to celebrate my Birthday!!!...so vigna called me and i told him tat i couldnt go for the ceremony at school cos my parents wan to take me out to Sunway Piramid.... At Sunway Piramid we walked and take a look at the restaurant that is available at there.. There was a shop tat caught my attention which is Shogun.. it was a japanese buffet restaurant...
The food was Awesome man!!!... there is many different japanese dish for use to eat... one dish that i don like to eat which is Oyster...and i dunno why on earth many ppl like to eat it.... the taste was EWWW!!!.... after finish eating at the restaurant, we went window shopping at Sunway Piramid.... Then i passed by a shop which sells rings,necklace and accesories... i saw one necklace which was very nice... so i bought it as a present for my frens birthday...i hope she likes it^^... please do leave some comment about the necklace at the chat box.. tell me whether is it nice... thank you....

Its been a long time

2009-03-21T20:25:00.000+08:00

its been a long time i didnt blog... this few weeks im busy wif my exams and i went to Johor during the holidays... and next coming weeks i cant really spent time blogging cos most of the time at tuition... haiz... but i hope i will keep update my blog...^^

Haiz....

2009-02-25T17:28:00.000+08:00

The sky was dark and gloomy, so as my feelings.. This morning when i woke up and had my breakfast, my mom told me that maybe we will move to Johor with my father because he's new company is over there. I was sad and unhappy when i heard that.. I don wan to leave all my Friends here in KL and i will miss them all so much and we had alot of sweet and sad memories together..Oh... i wish my mom will change her mind and stay here..one of my friend said that maybe this is GOD's WILL and we cant change anything.. But there is still HOPE cos my mom haven't make her final decisions yet.. She will only decide after we go and check out the school over at Johor..

To ALL My Friends

2009-02-23T18:00:00.000+08:00

When i was wondering wat song should i play with my guitar today.. then a song came to my mind "1,2,3,4 by Plain White T".. when i was playing through the song, i noticed tat the lyrics of this song was quite interesting.. So this song is for my friends out there especially MICHELLE cos the meaning of this song is quite close for her as my BEST FRIEND...^-^

give me more lovin then I've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when I know i'm not.

make me feel good when I hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad, I'm so glad I found you.
I love bein around you. you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)

theres only 1 thing 2 do three words four you.
I love you.(I love you)
theres only 1 way 2 say those 3 words
and that's what i'll do.I love you.(I love you)

give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when I fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.

make me feel good when I hurt so bad.
best that I've had.
I'm so glad that I found you.
I love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)

theres only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you.
I love you.(I love you)
theres only 1 way 2 say those 3 words
and that's what i'll do.
I love you.I love you(I love you)

you make it easy, it's easy as 12,1234

theres only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you
I love you (I love you)
theres only 1 way 2 say those 3 words
thats wwhat I'll do I love you (I love you)

I love you I love you. one two three four I love you.
(I love you)I love you(I love you)

And also go search for this song(1,2,3,4 by Plain White T) and listen.. is quite nice ^^!!!

Music Lyrics=My Feelings

2009-02-21T00:13:00.000+08:00

Jonas Brothers - Lovebug

Called her for the first time yesterday
Finally found the missing part of me
Felt so close, but you were far away
Left me without anything to say

Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this
Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit
By this lovebug again

I can't get your smile out of my mind
(Can't get you out of my mind)
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful, but you don't even try
(Don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find

Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this
Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit
By this lovebug again

Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless
Baby, can't you see?

Now I'm...

Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this
Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit
By this lovebug again
Lovebug again

Do not ever LIE to GOD

2009-02-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

after the road run, i went back home and took a nap.. then i have to wake up and get ready to attend my bible knowledge class.. today in class, teacher Elizah was teaching Acts 5.. it was talking about a married couple name Ananias and Sapphira.. they sold some of their property but wif his wife's agreement they kept part of the money and turned the rest over to the apostles.. one of them is Peter..Peter knew about it and said to Ananias:"Ananias, why did u let Satan take control of u and make you lie to the Holy Spirit by keeping part of the money you received for the property? Before you sold the property, it belonged to you; and after u sold it, the money was yours. Why,then,did u decide to do such a thing? You have not lied to men-u have lied to GOD!"As soon as Ananias heard this, he fell down dead.. after reading th whole story, i found out smtg tat we SHOULD NOT EVERY LIE TO GOD.. or GOD will punish us or wont forgive us..my prayer is that I pray that the Holy Spiri will guide me so that i wont do anything wrong or sin against GOD and my faith upon GOD will be strengthen..AMEN..

Run baby run!!!

2009-02-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

today our school had a road run.. so i woke up 6.00 in the morning(my bro forced me), had breakfast then head to school wif my bro.. at school i met wif frens, we chat for awhile then we went and line up to get ready to run.. accept for me, cos i nid to duty as PBSM on tat day!! ^-^(haha don wan to run cos after duty got koko marks).. so me and nadzmi sat Pn.Mazlifa's car to our checkpoint aftertat.. at the checkpoint, we were bored to death cos the race not yet started.. so me and nadzmi went to the 1st checkpoint and cheer some frens.. at the same time i was hoping to see that cute girl^^.. suddenly a sound of a horn came from my school.. then i saw a bunch of "ants" ran towards us, it was the girls from my school.. one by one they passed us..one of them was MICHELLE^^..there was a girl tripped and falled down when the race started(so bad luck)..then that cute girl passed me too.. the way she run also cute(LOL).. aftertat it was the boy tat passed by us.. so me and nadzmi went back to our checkpoint to duty after all the students passed by us.. time passed by, me and nadzmi was bored to death at the checkpoint seeing people passed by us..suddenly a boy reached our checkpoint, BOMB!! he felt down and lie straight on the floor.. teacher saw him and kicked him and ask him not to act dead.. guess wat, he reli got up and continue to run.. what the heck!!! that guy is crazy man... after all student passed by our checkpoint, we went back to school and eat.. i paid RM4 and i got Nasi Ayam??!!!!..nevermind at least better than MICHELLE cos she only get Nasi Lemak haha.. then it was the prize giving ceremony.. it was Jasper's team(purple team) won the most points.. aftertat me and my bro wif few of his frens(10 of them) went to ABC mamak.. MICHELLE didnt follow me yam cha but she went to Rossari instead.. zzz..

Just like i wanted XD

2009-02-19T16:02:00.000+08:00

one day during school recess, while i was sitting way back at the corner in the library reading newspaper... suddenly a cute girl came in from the front door..she was quite admiring...and i was thinking"how good if she come and talk to me...argh tats impossible!! who on earth a girl like her would talk to me??" so i continue to read... suddenly i felt someone tap me on the shoulder, so i look back.... GUESS WAT!!! it was that cute girl!!!..oh my heart almost stop.. she talked to me and ask me to join the PBSM team during road run.. and i accepted tat offer without thinking... then she walk away after the conversation... then i started thinking again" ahhh JUST LIKE I WANTED XD...".. the next day in the morning, while i was walking to school just like i did everyday.. then i start to try to think again see will it reli will happe.. "Will i meet with the cute girl yesterday i saw at the library again??"... so i keep walking..walk..walk and walk... suddenly when i almost reached school....THAT CUTE GIRL appeal again right in front of my eyes.. i was so happy at that moment..cos it was JUST LIKE I WANTED XD...and i said" God is this the girl tat you want her to be with me my whole life??"

A newbie

2009-02-19T15:52:00.000+08:00

i was thinking wat website or games should i play today.. but i couldnt think of any.. but suddenly blogging came through my mine and my frens where also always blogging too.. so why dont i giv it a shot in blogging..so i created a new account...and started customizing my account and blog... but one time i cant find is... WHERE TO UPLOAD MY PHOTO???...so i was frustrated and when straight to write my first blog(which is this one^^)... i hope tat someone could teach me how to upload pic^^....